Would you love someone who is older by 20 years?

Imagine when you are 20 years old, and you like someone who is 40 years old.

Would you date him or her? 

Hi, guys. It's Yuji.

I don't really blog in English, but I feel like I want to do it in English today for some reason. So for those who you dont know me, I just want to introduce myseld first.

My name is Yuji. I am a univeristy student right now and about to graduate this Spemtember. I live in Chiba but the school is in Tokyo, so I'm in Tokyo pretty much all the time.

And I'm gay. haha

maybe this is enough information for now haha 

Ask me any questions if you have them.

Anyway, here's the thing.

I've been not meeting new guys for some months. it's not just because i dont want to meet new guys but because i had to do job hunting and think about my life and i was stressed out from them. 

But I really needed something to refresh myself or someone to talk to, so i met a guy who i had seen before. And i feel like i kinda like him.

But the problem is that he is older by 20 years and  that I have a dream to live abroad, which means I might not be going to be with him forever.

Given that he is in his 40's, I think he wants somethins real. I want a serious relationship too, but he wants to have someone who is going to be in Japan for a long time and I think it's the best for him to find someone like that.

What do you think about this situation from his perspective or my perspective.

Thank you for reading. I might continue writing in English at some point. This is really good to put out my feeling in a way haha